all the time. sometimes I wonder if it would just be easier to not try ever. And just be that kid at school who never talks.
Basically, my Grandpa passed away. Out of the blue. I didn’t see this coming because he wasn’t sick to the point of even possibly passing away. It was sudden and tragic. Also, the hospital actually killed him.
I’m missing him more then ever because we were close and I saw him every weekend. Life is unfair…truly.
NO ONE TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, BUT…
I love John with all of my heart and soul, but after a few years of loving him, I’ve finally been able to admit something. He was a horrible father to Julian. I HATE admiting it…but honestly. Look at how he treated Sean in comparison to poor Jules. Meh. If you’re gonna hate, fuck off. I’m not trying to upset anyone…I just hate how Jules spent his early years in comparison to Sean. I know John had Beatlemania going on…but still. It’s your son.
HATERS GONNA HATE…and I’ll ignore your hate.
You’d be going down the street like:
Imagine when you have to pee… awkward.
I google it. It’s only $40. No big deal. Wait, WHAT?!
I’m so fucking sick of people telling me that I can’t love them all. I originally loved John Lennon and still love him the most. I grew to admire Gary and Alex over the past year or so. But yes, I’ve loved John for the longest. A few years. Problem? People (other Beatle fans and friends in general) tell me, like actually say this word for word, that I’m “neglecting John” and whatnot. I love him so much…I do. I think my heart just needs to be able to hold onto someone who is alive once in a while. As bad as it sounds, I know. It just hurts so bad that I’ll never be able to even get a glimpse of John in real life, let alone never meet him or see him in concert. It really, really, really upsets me. People have also said that I shouldn’t get so upset over someone’s death when I’ve never even met them. Just…people are so stupid. I will love who I want, whenever I want, however much I want. Everyone is going to have to just deal with it.
John Lennon would often sleep with the light on, because he did not like the dark.
Every time you see your celebrity crush being sexy:
Every time you see them cry:
When you’re obsessively watching videos of them and see hater comments:
When people tell you that your obsession is obviously unhealthy:
When you see another fan girl gushing about them when you knew them first:
When you finally cry because of their perfection:
HOLY GOD , YES .
How I feel whenever I see ^^^ that gif/video:
The last man on Earth sat alone in a room. There was a knock on the door.
- Frederic Brown
It took me a minute to look up from my laptop and listen, but then I was like: